Do I really sound like that?

[DISCLAIMER: A second consecutive day of self-promotion]

I've never really listened to myself preach. I have a few recordings but I've never taken the time to actually sit and listen. That changed on my 6 hour drive yesterday. Between discs of Pearl Jam's greatest hits, I decided to stop in at McDonalds, download the only two sermons I've given this year that are online, and have a listen for the rest of my journey. I must admit, I feel like a bit of a goose listening to myself speak. It seems egotistical, even though it's not. The reason I listen is to improve as a preacher. To force myself to sit through the torture that the congregation has to endure.

I've picked up a number of things to work on - both in content and delivery. Delivery-wise, I need to eradicate the "ummm's" and "ahhh's" that I punctuate with. I feel the need to fill all the gaps. Though I also realise they come out more as I am trying to think of the right word to say. Perhaps it's the sound my brain makes as it processes. Either way, it needs to stop.

For those interested in giving me feedback, you can download the two talks here.

August 16 - New Life, New Motivations - Ephesians 4:17-5:2

March 1 - Connecting People with Jesus - Topical

Remember. I'm a second year ministry trainee, who hasn't yet been to Bible College. So be gentle.

I feel the standard of this blog has dropped a bit of late. Note to self: Be more interesting. Normal blogging will resume next week.